Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Ideal.....


Ever felt that you should have a eraser that just wipes whatever your mind is thinking at that instant. Its like you try to remove it off but it just keeps on coming from no where..! I am not sure whether I have that kinda eraser with me.

A very vast meadow...a totally green surrounding...that has a undulating wave like surface...something very similar to a green silk that is just ruffled up...with tiny dew drops sitting over the tip of the grass leaves...In front of me is a small pond...may be a lake..I couldnt see that properly...the color of the lake is very much dark to semi dark blue...I couldnt see the color properly...may be because the reflection of the mountain on the other side is overshadowing it...with the corner of the reddish yellow sun creating a glitter on the slow moving water...the water in the lake is not yearning for peace..may be it likes to dance to the gentle cold breeze...that carries little bit of the morning dew...I can see a small wooden bridge built somewhere at the far end of the water body...Oh..I got it ..its more of lake than a pond...there is a dark brown rock somewhere in the corner...with every strong breeze..the water tries to push the rock gently to the banks...the wind is carrying that splash sound...along with it...suddenly on the other side I could see big rows of trees that tries to move away from me....all that sound this wind is trying to make with these bodies around me..is very similar to just running my hand on the piano keys...its just that the wind makes the sound...but before it sinks into me...it dashes my memory off with another set of sounds...not even a single human in my vicinity..except for that wooden bridge...i guess nothing is man made..a white sheep comes from somewhere on the other side of the mountain...I donno whether it saw me sitting here...it stands behind the rock...gently peeps out...with a sudden spurt of courage its mouth dips into the water..takes a sip and runs towards..may be a more greenish pasture...I stood up...started walking towards the water...t...llllll....ucckkkk....a sudden splash....an involuntary response of my eye to the side of the sound...but I guess the speed is not enough...I could just see a white cloth moving away from me..there is small golden vessel...should be brass I guess..who cares...even that is not visible properly...as if its playing some hide and seek behind the strange whiteness... all but the whiteness is now covered by the greenish leaves of the trees...my mind commands my legs to wake up...but it cannot....a 2 way repulsive thought...where my eyes commands me to stand still..so that I can sink the thoughts..whereas by legs are being commanded to run...that amount of confusion time is very much enough to make the whiteness disappear...with a sudden thunder...out came from no where a light drizzle...the wind speed has increased slightly now...the drizzle is now a strong rain....the rain water is trying to hit the water surface of the lake..but is strongly moved away by the wind...another set of sounds...I lifted my hands...parallely to the ground...to get completely drenched...the cold water splashing on my face...tries to wake each one of my face cells...I guess its looking for pores to get into it...the sun still does not want to get behind the clouds...the rain is now not happy with this..the wind became stronger as if it is now siding with the rain to warn the sun...no...the sun is no way in a mood to comply to this warning...although the rain has now warned that it would start scribbling on the sky any time now...the strength of the rain has now reduced...but a big rainbow...is now visible over the green trees....the wind made a sudden surge and stopped..it sounded like "I warned you right..!" to the sun. I am drenched..but I am ok with that...I dont want to move..I dont want to go searching for the whiteness...I am happy...I just laid down myself on the grass...my eyes still fixed on the rainbow..but somewhere in my mind I could hear the sound...that is praying for the whiteness to come in front of me....!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

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